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sure, of course i am a big joker. and pl take me to cleaners. lets open up other streams of discussion as well – my career, for example.my father ( the devil, may he rot in hell) used to mouth such fine expletives on u. if i am kuvevi, u were kudi-kedi ( what an uncanny resemblance). lets revive all those memories as well !ttp was for sanity of our other 3 friends. lets not involve them henceforth.gtg now, hv a nice sleep!———————————————–i will personally call u to help revive those marriage memories. u may of course, choose to not take my calls. it may be boring for u but for me its a mission. i am a pyscho now on a path to take those bad memories out of my system with ( or without) ur help. but i will do my best to involve u. it may not be so simple for u to run away at this stage. u started it, my friend. u better come along———————————————–u will see my blog-posts cluttered with my memories, however mistaken they may be, with mentions on what sundar did with my father and my relatives. as u know, seen-zoning or not, does not bother me any which way———————————————–u wrote about my father when i did not ask for it. and now u cant turn the page out of ur own convenience. i will call upon u on every possible occasion to comment. i will use ur name ( only in the context of ur interactions with my friends, relatives etc) – what u did, the diary notes etc. so u pl need to follow thru what u started. i want a big dump about my dad first, and i shall hound u towards it. u may stonewall, u may ignore, u may seen-zone. but ur name and ur past actions will be in my blog. repeat – ur past actions only in the context of me and my family, so no harm done to u therein———————————————–i want to understand all that had happened in my absence before, during and after my marriage, wrt my father. will connect on dm shortly towards my diary notes on the subject. pl do help———————————————–pl dont passively accept my destiny. i want u to probe each of my blog posts. i will also be writing about my late dad, mom, my own family etc etc. they say that one gets closest to a person when one sees the person at his worst. u hv seen and endured my father at his worst. u will be able to best comment with the huge context that u already hv, about my life, my relatives etc. so again pl dont accept. probe, question, criticise———————————————–i had made this promise at noon itself, fully documented. it had to take the whole day of many more unpleasant message exchanges for u to finally say ttp.pl also remember that this is only for sanity of this group. nothing, just nothing, changes in our own personal equation. if at all its only gets worse with days like today. but then, thats a parallel thread that has nothing to do with this group, so lets not disturb the group peace. sorry once again to everyone for today’s chaos. gud nite———————————————–i will never write about any of u guys whether positive or negative. pl let me not repeat again and again. i will only write about my diary notes, my family, my tech notes etc. if possible pl do read thru and encourage my writing———————————————–sundar – pl request u to go easy on ur childhood friends. ur issue is with me, i am the propagator, i am the name-caller, i am the racist who used bad pun. and we hv reconciled to our relationship, i assume. so pl lets move on.i promised that i will never ever write about u guys or ur families. so once again pl pl move on———————————————–guys – sundar, coopra – please – sincere request – pl turn the page. all this is going no where. i once again sincerely submit that any mention of nagaraj was just as a diary note and with no malafide AT ALL. one may choose to believe or not. lets pl pl pl turn the page———————————————–what’s happening??open and see the photo – amplifier, gadget etc. all i am doing is to jokify the situation after all those heavy stings.so lets chill coopra,kaca,hasina———————————————–i have just had a long call with hasina and explained to him this verbally, and clearly, on these points. matter closed from my side. so whenever i send any link, pl open only that link. do not try to press the “previous” page link or the “next page” link ( bcos, for all u know, it may contain some pub photo of niharika though i hv not shared the direct link to u guys).also, there is a search field in my home page. do not try to search with keywords like “pub niharika”, since those photos cud then appear. my blog urls are public-access, just like niharika’s fb wall is public-access. so there ends the matter———————————————–i will take one more vow here. will never ever write about any of u guys, ur families, ur extended families etc in this forum. this is my permanent vow. i will only write about the entire universe EXCLUDING anything pertaining to any of ur families or urselves. two submissions1. whatever i write about my family, my personal life – u dare not question me about it2. though i will not post here, the photos ( eg agasthya naamakaranam) are kept in my blog media. i will NOT make them private, just to prevent u from going and looking them up. repeating – the link to those blog posts WILL NEVER be shared here, but one can always go to that post by doing a blogsearch with keywords or tapping the “previous” or “next” buttons.—as a matter of courtesy, hasina – if u cud respond one word if u are ok with this, wud be awesome———————————————–coopra is well aware ( and can vouch, hopefully, for this). i never even uttered anything about sundar, but hema COMMENCED and kept asking probing queries esp nagaraj function, sundar etc since, in her limited awareness, sundar was my best friend, and the topic was relevant for her. as i clearly mentioned, i tried hard to deflect her probing questions and avoid the topic as much as i cud.during siva seemantham function, i had met swami anna in person, where he had made a sarcastic comment on kittu maama, and all i did was to document the same. so i have no idea what sundar has written here !the playful indulgent banter ( of course, from my perspective alone) with paati was owing to my own lack of prior context with paati, with no subject to talk about. hence the needless CP, for which i have apologised sincerely many times over.this constant nitpicking and referencing of stuff, not to mention the huge hurt caused to me thru a series of messages about my marriage, my late father etc, has anyway caused ceasure of all communication with sundar.the only mistake i did in yesterday’s meeting was to “document” all the points of the long interactions. i therefore take a vow that any future/further reference to anything connected with sundar, his extended family etc, will be blacked out by me completely ( of course i will never bring up anything myself, nor will i encourage continuation of a conve of a conversation thread about him).As i have told in this forum, as well as in private chats with kaca, the wedge between me and sundar is permanent. i wish him and all in his family good health, happiness etc, but i DO NOT wish his presence in my life, whether it be for sad occasions like my mom’s passing, or happy occasions like my daughters’ marriages etc. Of course, i will have some hard explanation to do with my family and others ( all of whom have no idea about this permanent rift, nor do i intend to tell them about it). but that’s my small battle to fight, and its ok. for example, rajani sensed something amiss and kept on probing – when u went to delhi, why didnt u meet sundar ? why ? etc. anyway.i generally dont want to call anyone names, but this kind of paranoid behaviour as a pyscho, is deeply disturbing to me, and spoils my entire day.unfortunately, i need this group desperately as an outlet ( given my own joblessness), and hence continue to remain a member.i will NOT respond to any further comments by anyone, on this thread
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